Should I? Should I not?

So, the money that I've been

worrying and thinking about

for the last few months

has arrived.

It's just as simple as

issueing a cheque

and confirm my placement

in the college.

But I don't know if I really want

to continue studying

anymore.

Suddenly, I don't have the

urge to put in my

application.

What is wrong with me?

When I didn't have the money

I grunt,

I grumble,

I complain,

I whine,

I fuss.

Now, I'm indecisive.

I don't know what to do.

Oh, Lord, help me.

What is best for me?

Please help me to decide.

Should I continue my degree??

Should I not continue?