You & Me

When I laugh, you laugh with me
When I cry, I cry alone...
When you're attacked, I defend you
When I'm attacked, I defend myself...

I am a Coke bottle...

I carry my own load.
I'm on my own.
When my load is full and heavy,
I can only wish a human would tip me over...
And let the heavy burden flow out of my narrow neck.
Though I'm beautiful,
I carry a load of deadly potion.
I'm bottled up.
I'm a Coke bottle.

I am a shield...

I carry my own shield.
I fight my own battle.
When I turn around, there's no back up.
I look over the battle line, the attackers are my allies.
I stand on my own.
I'm a shield.

What would you do?

Walked into a shop.
Browsed through the items.
Tried them on.
Chose your favourite.
Decided to pay.
Looked into your bag.
COULDN’T FIND YOUR WALLET!

What would you do?
a. Truthfully inform that you forgot your wallet
b. Politely inform that you will come back – but you never return
c. Leave the shop when the assistant is busy packing the item

WARNING: Disgusting Post!

You have been warned! I hold no responsibility to the aftermath…

I couldn’t believe that I squatted for about 15 minutes, just releasing the decomposed food from my system! I wonder where all that junk stored inside my body. If I were to weigh the waste, it could easily hit the 1000gram point. No kidding!

My legs were numb and sore when I finished my business. But after, I felt lighten and free from carrying those human-manure… Carry your own shit!

I’m clean now!

Yes? No?

At the mention of the word s.e.x., many people would run and hide, trying to avoid the topic altogether. Well, it struck my mind this morning while I was driving. And I realise that we the topic is in every family conversations. So why is it a taboo when we talk about it almost every single day?

Why do you shun the topic when it was brought up?
Why do you blush in red when your friends talk about it?
Why do you flash that disapproving look?

Now, don’t your aunts or great grand aunts ask, “When are you getting married?”
Don’t they mean when will be your first time?

Don’t parents frequently ask their married children, “Where’s my grandchild?”
And, don’t they mean are you having enough sex?

Even your conservative friends would ask, “Are you expecting soon?”
Don’t they mean how’s your s.e.x. life?

When you fill up survey forms and tick the column for ‘married’, the following question is “number of children”.
Isn’t it just another way of questioning your s.e.x. activity?

So, why do we consider it a taboo when we indirectly and implicitly talk about it? And we even accept the topic when it is crafted in another way. It may seem that we are just hypocrites, trying to avoid the hush-hush topic but we talk about it openly in a polished manner. In fact, the main issue here is… not what we say, but how we say it.

Yes? No?

The Cheating Wife

It all started when William invited his friends over for dinner some years ago
Happens that Annette knew one of his friends – Jack, an old friend from long ago
Mixed feelings stirred, confusion between passion and infatuation – she felt so
Consciously, she knew it was wrong but she wanted to feel the thrill and gusto

It was purely for the satisfaction of the escapade… an exploration, she said
Never meant anything to her heart though a thought slipped through her head
“How does it feel like? What will life be like if I’d chosen Jack instead?”
After years of thinking, the adrenaline rush eventually sparked their first cheating date

What would you do?

I was at 7-Eleven during lunch today. A woman came in and asked for money so she could buy something to eat.

"I'll buy you bread," I responded.
"I want to eat rice."
"I'll buy you economy rice then."
"No, I want money to buy a pack of rice. You can give me any amount you like."
"I'm sorry. I see you still have money to buy cigarettes, you should be able to buy rice."

Well, how would you react to situation like this? I feel very sorry for the lady, I really do hope I could have contributed. But if everyone were to support her, she will not learn the survival skills in this world. I would gladly buy her something to eat, but I just don't trust money in her hands.

So, what would you do?

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Phases of life

At the age of 5...
would you hand-wash the clothes whenever you can while your mum was at work?

At the age of 6...
would you sleep on the floor so that your elder sis would have a good rest on the comfortable bed?

At the age of 7...
would you wish for the week to pass quickly so that you can see your parents during the weekend?

At the age of 8...
would you be handling 'stress' by eating glue and paper?

At the age of 9...
would you cut yourself hoping you'll leave this cruel world forever?

At the age of 10...
would you plot to run away and wish that a rich family would come to your rescue?

At the age of 11...
would you admit to mistakes which were not yours just to stop the interrogation?

At the age of 12...
would you be so worried about your mum who met with an accident that you didn't do well in your exams?

At the age of 13...
would you take your mum for morning walks before school to keep her healthy?

At the age of 14...
would you rather spend some time in the car with your mum before the school bell rang?

At the age of 15..
would you study so hard for yourself and for the pride of your family because your relatives were always stepping all over you and your family?

At the age of 16...
would you rather skipped school even though you loved school so much, just to make sure your mum didn't have to drive you to school under the crazy heavy rain?

At the age of 17...
would you drink from the same cup of your sick mother, hoping you'll be sick instead?

There are more phases of life that require more sacrifices. Some people learn from their everyday lives. Some learn when problems hit them. But come what may, the Lord's grace and mercy is sufficient to see you through.

He dedicated 'Far Away' by Nickelback to her

This time, this place
Misused, mistakes
Too long, too late
Who was I to make you wait?
Just one chance, just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know, you know, you know

[Chorus]
I love you
I've loved you all along
I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all, I'd give for us
Give anything, but I won't give up
'Cause you know, you know, you know

[Chorus]

So far away, so far away
Far away for far too long
So far away, so far away
Far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
"I love you
I loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
hold on to me never let me go
Keep breathing
hold on to me, never let me go
Keep breathing
hold on to me, never let me go"

A man's misery...

"It's the woman! The woman who was with you, isn't it?"
"Well, not entirely."
"Why don't you ask her come down here with us?"
" - "
"Is she married?"
"Yes."
"You are naughty... Married women - they are most passionate huh?!"

The Last King Of Scotland

When you married such a very good man, it makes you feel... like shit!

A man who shows fear is weak and he is a slave.

Just a li'l too late...

At 16, she was your buddy’s girl. It must have been hard to have a crush on your buddy’s girl. You came just a little too late.

At 20, you left the land, chasing for love. But if you had stayed on, you wouldn't have been just a little too late.

At 23, she is the wife of an acquaintance of yours. You were in so much pain trying to fend the thought that she’s off the singlehood list. You came just a little too late… again!

He said, She said

He said:
I saw a gorgeous girl at the fruit stall. She’s so fair and beautiful... like an angel on earth. When I walked towards her, guess what?
She’s my wife!

She said:
…

YOU can be a WORLD CHANGER

1. World changers trust God regardless of what others think.
2. World changers pursue their dreams with single-minded focus and determination.
3. World changers do not let political borders or systems stand in the way of doing the right thing.
4. World changers are willing to undertake what others have never done.
5. World changers use the strategy of overcoming evil with good.
6. World changers seek to perfect their natural gifts and to pass on what they learn.
7. World changers don’t wait for others to initiate action – they take the lead.
8. World changers refuse to allow outer circumstances to stop the expression of their God-given talents.
9. World changers are rooted in intangibles such as love, hope and God’s timing.
10. World changers pursue a life of service to others rather than a self-serving life of money, fame or glory.
11. World changers are willing to lay down their lives for their beliefs.
12. The shadow cast by a real world changer is always bigger than life.
13. World changers channel problems and personal frustration into creative solutions.
14. World changers persevere in their pursuit of excellence.
15. World changers use their wealth to help others.
16. World changers champion human rights for all people.
17. World changers are never linked to race, creed or colour – only character.
18. World changers inspire others to courageous and heroic deeds.
19. World changers often do their work with passion and urgency born of personal experience.
20. The full accomplishment of genuine world changers may not be recognised until long after their death.
21. World changers turn their passions into exploration, and their explorations into passions to help others.
22. World changers are people of excellent reputation.
23. World changers focus on possibilities, not on limitations.
24. World changers often give up personal comfort in their quest for discoveries that will help others.
25. World changers sometimes suffer from the neglect or misunderstanding of their peers.
26. World changers often seek to lighten the burdens of others.
27. Genuine world changers speak out for those who do not have a voice.
28. World changers have a strong understanding of right and wrong, and they fight for what is right in both word and deed.
29. World changers are willing to take on new challenges in spite of personal danger.
30. People who make concrete changes in the world also live and work in the practical world – not just the world of ideas.
31. World changers rarely see their own influence in world changing terms.
32. World changers see potential and worth in every human being.
33. World changers have an honesty that affects history when they tell their story.
34. World changers know they are not the source of their own greatness.
35. People who can significant changes in the world pursue God’s truth regardless of the personal cost to their own reputation.
36. World changers often volunteer to serve, regardless of danger.
37. World changers allow themselves to be used by God and His purposes.
38. World changers often act out of a faith tempered by the tests of life.
39. World changers remain true to their conscience at all times.
40. World changers try and try again – until they succeed.
41. World changers never stop short of reaching their goals.
42. Genuine world changing goes hand-in-hand with righteous leadership.
43. World changers often are called and willing to make personal sacrifices.
44. World changers both pray and act.
45. World changers pursue the Light, even when they are denied physical light.
46. World changers are willing to risk their life to do God’s will.
47. Great world changers teach world – changing principles to others – even under opposition.
48. World changers have the humility to admit when they are wrong… and change.
49. World changers remain true to their inner convictions – regardless of outer temptations for fame and glory.
50. World changers refuse to let losses dictate their future; they continue to persevere until they win.
51. World changers grow and mature beyond the events that first brought them public notice.
52. World changers have the courage to venture into unknown worlds.
53. World changers are motivated by a desire to do something worthwhile with their lives.
54. World changers stand up for what they believe and are willing to voice their opinions in the face of danger.
55. World changers seek peace and restoration, not revenge.
56. World changers are willing to fight and die for the cause of personal ideas.
57. World changers never think they know it all or think that they must do anything heroic all by themselves.
58. In world changing, the greater the self-sacrifice, the greater the difference.
59. World changers live lives worth imitating.
60. World changers don’t let personal inadequacies stand in the way of obeying God’s call.
61. World changers often admire and preserve God’s creation.
62. World changers have humble hearts.
63. World changers are persistent in their pursuit of those things they know are God’s desire.
64. World changers don’t listen to the hisses of others but respond to the quiet call of success within.
65. World changers often resist evil in peaceful ways.
66. World changers don’t take to heart the personally downgrading opinions of others – they pursue their own vision with excellence.
67. Those who spend their lives in service to Christ are always world changers in God’s eyes.
68. World changers are willing to help just one person.
69. World changers may be knocked down – but they refuse to stay down!
70. World changers enjoy what they do with great zest.
71. World changers change things wherever they are.
72. World changers adapt their talents to do what must be done.
73. World changers work hard and work consistently.
74. World changers let their talent do the talking.
75. World changers extend themselves to others in need.
76. World changers never back down from a challenge that is worthy of pursuit.
77. World changers seek to save lives, even if their efforts mean putting their own lives at risk.
78. A genuine desire to change the world flows from a heart that seeks the good of others.
79. World changers bring joy to others.
80. World changers seek to serve more than to be served.
81. World changers are motivated from within and refuse to be discouraged by criticism or external factors.
82. World changers trust God to help them overcome every obstacle.
83. World changers speak and act from a core of moral character.
84. World changers endure and overcome life’s tragedies in such a way that their experience serves the world.
85. World changers forgive those who cause them misery.
86. World changers help those who cannot help themselves.
87. World changers work hard in pursuit of their goals until they accomplish them.
88. World changers often turn their personal suffering into a search for those things that bring benefit to other sufferers.
89. World changers share an open acknowledgement that all human beings are valuable and deserve respect.
90. World changers do whatever is necessary to get God’s truth to as many people as possible.
91. World changers are willing to give up their personal desires and private lives for the common good.
92. World changers use whatever means available to help others in need.
93. World changers are those who look to God for the help they need.
94. World changers often work together to achieve in partnership what neither can achieve alone.
95. World changers refuse to work in jobs that are opposed to their ideals.
96. World changers give 100 percent.
97. World changers call us to remember the past in order to help us forge a better future.
98. World changers are relentless in their pursuit of worthy causes that grow out of their personal faith.
99. World changers focus their energies toward accomplishing their goals.
100. World changers are willing to test the limits of their ability.
101. To those who believe, Jesus is the Ultimate World Changer… forever!

We are His sheep and He is our Shepherd

You were on His heart when He left His home in heaven. He saw you; when he became a man on earth. He was seeking you; when He stretched His hands upon the cross. He was reaching out to you; when He returned to His Father. He was preparing a place for you. You are the sheep He has come to shepherd, to guide, to feed, to protect, to shelter and to carry.
You are the one He called His own.

Isaiah 40:11, John 10:14, John10:27

My dream...

My dream was to find a man who would understand me without me uttering a single word.
A man whose values and spirit matched my own.

If I could have just one wish…
I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine.
Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Choice

Most 16, 17-year-old kids, they make a bad choice, something is broken, they screw up in class, hurt somebody’s feelings, show up at the prom drunk, they get send to the principal’s office, have their car keys taken away, or get grounded.

Life is your chosen path. Good choices make you someone respectable, bad choices bring you to the darkest dungeon…

Right or wrong… you still need to make the choice…

Let your personality shine!

Just giving it a try...

In a peaceful state of joy or bliss. Smile constantly. Try to see and bring out the best in others. Truly loving and understanding of everyone. Very intelligent and contemplative. Methodical in what they do and very hard-working. Very optimistic and tend to look younger than their years. Humorous.

Easy-going, organised, loyal, sometimes shy, an avid shopper, respectful of others' feelings.

A: Highly methodical in how you approach things, you're inclined to adhere to a system of reason and structure. Your life is always organised and that suits you just fine, being the intelligent and contemplative gal you are. However, when it comes to shopping, logic is thrown out the window and you allow your insane desire to purchase your desired possessions. Find a secret balance of wisdom and desire with 516 Secret Garden of L'Oreal Paris Colour Riche Star Secrets.

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Keep moving!

If you are going to hold on to your miracle and your dream, then you are going to have to keep moving, keep moving, keep moving. Always keep moving towards your goal!

You may have to crawl to get there, but keep crawling. You may have to cry a lot of tears along the way, but keep walking. You may get knocked down, but get up and get going.

Don’t let anything keep you from reaching your dream…

Have you ever by Brandy

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything up to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've givin your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care

Have you ever loved somebody so much (so much)
It makes you cry (makes you wanna break down and cry)
Have you ever needed something so bad (so, so bad)
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever (ever, ever)

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Coz baby I can't sleep

Have you ever loved somebody so much (so much)
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night (just can't sleep at night)
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right (dont come out, oh)
Have you ever, have you ever (ever, ever)

Oh, have you ever

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My family...

I have a dad
Whom I have few words with
I have a mum
Whom I fear talking to
I have a sis
and a bro
Whom I rarely talk to
And of course
there's me...
Whom I always talk to!

So true...

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight?
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?

What kinda seducer am I?

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable. Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life. By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

Can you even believe this? *chuckles*

What's my funky hair colour?

Your Hair Should Be Purple

Intense, thoughtful, and unconventional. You're always philosophizing and inspiring others with your insights.

Again, it's life...

When you work with a brand long enough, you’ll feel as if it’s your brand. You want to do all you can to help it grow and expand beyond the shores of Malaysia. You’ll be gritting your teeth when you care so much for the brand but the brand owners or the staffs do not.

My recent experience with a brand event has drawn me towards the brand. I talked about it’s flyers, paper bag, umbrella, it’s corporate profile, contact cards… I bragged about how great the brand is and how great the product quality is… But at the end of the day, it’s not my brand.

It’s like… you are the contractor, and you help furnish the so run-down house. At the end of the day, you marvel at its beauty, you want the house so badly… But you still need to handover the key and property to the owner.

This is life… we don’t always get what we want. And sometimes we attached ourselves too much with things that don’t belong to us. In the end, we are the one who will get hurt…

Learning to let go is a standpoint I’m learning to grasp. As Sir Arthur Quiller-Couch said… KILL YOUR DARLINGS! There’s a time to take, and there’s time to give…

Life is life. Take it or leave it, you still need to face it… sweet!

So true...

The essence of a good management is the ability to influence ordinary people to create extraordinary results.

I just have to blog this…

So, I got an early birthday gift on 24th July. Two very cute guppy fish and a very tasty lipstick from SkinFood. These were mysteriously placed on my workstation without a name and I was just so excited. You see, I love surprises! So I was smiling the whole morning, but deep in my heart, I know these gifts were from my family – my family in SG.

Now, today… I received a belated birthday gift! Just that, this time, the sender was mentioned, SG + us (my darlings in CW Division). It’s a book – The Ultimate Book of Mind Maps – which I had wanted to buy long time ago.

This bunch of people is just so… AMAZING. Really, I wonder whether amazing is good enough to describe them. They are so…. WOW!

I’ve never had such great colleagues (ok, I know this is my first job, but hey, no harm)… friends who’re so close… like a family.

I don’t know what to say, but…

I LOVE Y’ALL!

Didn't we have enough haze?

I think we did! And now Chinese still burn the papers and candles and joss sticks, contributing to the already bad air pollution.
I was hoping for a better day when all I smell is burning all around. It makes me sick and I’m sure it’s not making the world a better place to live in…
They’ve gotta think of something smarter than burning papers and all. In a way, they are burning their money away. If they’ve got so much money to burn, why not give to the needy.

Something ought to be done here.

I'm loved...

"I love you dearly, just want you to know that I'm glad to have you in my life and I never choose the person I wanna live with, but the one that I can't live without and that's you darling. Love you alwiz and forever."
Hunny Bunny

Dreamer

You are a great champion. When you ran, the ground shook, the sky opened and mere mortals parted. Part of the way to victory... where you'll meet me in the winner's circle... where I'll put a blanket of flowers on your back.

Pledge your vows

I love it!

Don't ask me where he is...

The Proposal 

The Ribbons 

Gratitude...

We've experienced God's blessing again and again... We've seen the works of His Mighty hands. And YES, Lord, we are thankful.

We thank You, Lord, for blessings

You give us on our way;

May we for these be grateful,

And praise You every day.

Gratitude should be a continuous attitude,

not just an occasional incident.

Guard your thoughts as you would your wallet...

Heavenly Father, I'm often careless with what I allow to enter my mind. By Your Spirit, please help me to guard my mind today. By Your grace, keep me from situations that wage war on my thought life. Amen.

Love never fails

Lord, teach us the secret of loving,
The love You are asking today;
Then help us to love one another
For this we most earnestly pray.

Don't put off until tomorrow the loving words you can say today.

Only One Word...

to describe the MAD Training over the last weekend...

SUPERB!

God accepts anyone who accepts His Son

If you'd like to know the love of God the Father,
Come to Him through Jesus Christ, His loving Son;
He'll forgive your sins and save your soul forever,
And you'll love forevermore this faithful One.
- Felton

A Daily Beauty

Let the beauty of Jesus be seen in me,
All His wonderful passion and purity;
O Thou Spirit divine, all my nature refine
Till the beauty of Jesus is seen in me.
- Orsborn

Nothing can dim the beauty that shines from within.

He said, She said (delayed post)

He said: Will you marry me?

She smiled.
He looked her in the eyes.
She blushed.

He said: Will you let me be the man in your life?

She said: Yes.


*WINK* also dedicated to someone dear...

Time's Up

GAME'S OVER!

We've been conducting tutorial session...
And today, the 'students' show their appreciation.
It's really very sweet of them...

Right, it's Teachers' Day.

And the only Teachers' Day...

I'll always remember.

It nearly brought me to tears.
We've got a bunch of loving people here.

Yes... Love is in the air...

Love is in the air...

Yes it is...

Do you feel it?

In your heart...

In your mind...

In your life...

In all the things you do...

Do you feel love?

For God is love.

And God is ever present.

So, is His LOVE...

I'm just.... me

How can I win your hearts anew?
How can I be the person you want me to be?
Should I give up my dreams just to please you?
Should I mourn so that you can be happy?

I didn’t want to fight back…
I didn’t want to shout out loud
But how long should I keep back?
How long should I gulp down?

All I want is freedom
All I want is you to hear me
for once, at least

Would you just let me be…
whoever I wanna be?
Would you just let me do…
whatever I wanna do?
Would you just let me live…
the way I want to live?
Would you just let me love you…
instead of pushing me away…

I hope I have been a good daughter to you.
But now, I'm taking a step back...
I’m so sorry.

A petition

I humbly bow
My bosom on the ground
And I cry out loud
hoping you’d hear me out
How long is long?
How short is short?
I’m a mere pilgrim
passing by on earth
For I know my treasure
is in heaven above
This day I pledge my life to You
to control me
to watch over me
to teach me
to correct
to lead me
to direct me
through this wild journey

Renew my spirit
Rekindle my first love
Change my heart
Tear down my pride
Season my lips and
season my deeds
Give me a pure heart
to love Your creation
both man and beast...
Mould me according to Your will

I lay my plans before You
For You are Able
And Your plans are good
I place my trust in You
and You alone, Lord
For… with God all things are possible

Proverbs 16:9
A man’s heart plans his way,
But the LORD directs his steps.

Isaiah 55:9
For as the heavens are higher than the earth,
So are My ways higher than your ways,
And My thoughts than your thoughts.

You know the desires of my heart
Lord, I bring before You
The holy matrimony

Is it true...?

Jamie
Root: Feminine form of James
Origin: Hebrew
“the supplanter”

She is the first choice of everyone.
A person of enlightened spirit.
One whose weapon is truth.
Never remains neutral.
Learns by observing others.
Takes pride in her accomplishments.
Enjoys curling up with a good book at night.
Gentle with all living things.

A thought from a friend...

Rain drop falling from the sky

has nothing in mind except to hit the earth.
No matter how tough the drop is,

it still reaches its destiny!

Be positive always and have faith...

Never take someone for granted,

Hold every person CLOSE TO YOUR HEART

because you might wake up one day

and realize that you have lost a diamond

while you were too busy collecting stones.

Remember this always in life

A Word of Prayer @ Work

We've decided to start our day

with a prayer for God's mercy and protection.
Tomorrow will be the first day.
And I'm rather excited.
I'm glad to have co-workers who love God too.
And I believe God will perform great

wonder-working miracles in SG.
His LOVE is all we trust!
His GRACE is all we need!

If you've strayed from HIM,
don't ask when you should go back to HIM.
The time is NOW! There's not much time left to wait...
There's no certainty. Just faith...

May the Good Lord watch over every one of us,
and Lord forgive their ignorance and arrogance...
for they know not what they are doing.

AMEN

From him...

I dream for a living - Steven Spielberg

Some dream at night,
some people day dream.
We should dream all day...
Dreams create vision,
Vision creates mission,
Mission creates action,
Action creates reality,
Reality creates LIFE!

Whatever we hope to be is dream-able, create-able and achieve-able!

How can I tell you…

Those breakfasts, those messages,
those mornings waking up beside you,
those kisses, those hugs,
those laughter, those jokes…

The care, the love, the passion, the affection,
the concern, the warmth, the tenderness…

Your smiles, your chuckles,
your hair, your eyes, your smell,
your presence…

... that I miss everything about of you.

O.R. Chicken Chop

Have you try it yet?

How long will I take…?

When my first pencil got too short for writing…
I took 3 months to give it up
And I took 6 months to get over it
But how long will I take to stop thinking about you?

When my teddy got too torn for hugging…
I took a month to give it up
And I took a few months to get over it
But how long will I take to stop thinking about you?

When my first beloved puppy was given away…
I took 1 week to stop crying
And I have never really got over it till today
So how long will I take to stop thinking about you?

Disney Princess Classics

Some Princesses explore castles tall,
some Princesses dance at the ball.
Some love to sing and dance with friends.
Some love to fly to the world's furthest ends.
Some of them call a small cottage home.
Some are brave, and some are bold.
And whether their hair is red, brown, or gold,
all of them are beautiful to behold.
Some dream of Princes and love ever after.
All of them have gentle hearts full of laughter.
And whenever you dream, whenever you smile,
whatever you say and whatever you do,
something inside makes you a Princess too.

my definition of 'but' - disappointment

I love you
but I cannot love you.
I miss you
but I must not miss you.
I want you
but I should not want you.

If...

If there's no yesterday, I wouldn't be who I am today...
If there's no tomorrow, I'd wish I'm in your arms today...

Dinner with faith...

Dinner with mum and dad,

bro and you.

Wasn't any fancy grand dinner.

Just a simple dinnertime

and get-together.

Miss dinners with them.

Mum was happy to see us.

She is always happy to see you.

Thankful that dad talks to you.

Glad to see their smiles too.

Miss their smiles,

and laughters.

Will bring more smiles

and mend their

broken hearts,

shattered hopes.

Well, at least we enjoyed

the makan-makan and

laughter over the small talks.

For God is Able!

Faith is all we need

and all we have.

Happy Birthday Mum.

I love you all.

On Business...

Curried Turkey Sandwich @ LaBodega

Meat(da)balls 

McD's parking meter? 

Holiday in KL

Was fun!

Tried Shakey's Pizza and Burger King.

Enjoyed Delifrance again...

Bought 2 Nike shoes.

3 T-shirts.

1 track bottom.

More pix here

Da dog at Pet's Safari

Da man at Planet Hollywood

March...

Yep! March is the month...

to SHOP!

I'm looking forward for hours and

hours of non-stop shopping.

Haven't really gone for a shopping spree

for a long long time.

Gotta enjoy to the fullest!

Relationship advice:

Just be yourself.

Don't commit in a relationship that limits you.

You've gotta be able to be free...

A relationship should help to discover your true self.

And not to make you like your partner or

behaving like him/her.

Anyone interested??

Date/Day: 4 March 2006 (Saturday)

Time: 7:30am

Venue: Moongate (Penang)

Let's go for a hike!~

such reminiscence...

Had a good dinner with Felicia.

My facilitator in KDU.

Had a warm chat,

updated on courses, friends, acquaintances...

It's nice to be a student again.

Care-free spirit...

But life moves on.

Grasp the essense of life

and enjoy to the fullest.

No matter what.

Joy is a choice!

One day, when I look back...

I will be recollecting memories

I have with my honey

and the times shared

with the people!

Choices...

There are many choices in life

Choices that change the course of living

Choices that determine the way we live tomorrow

Through these choices, we learn to decide for ourselves

What we want for ourselves

Many times, we make the wrong choices

but there is also a choice

to turn right and make better

It's all up to us to decide

and make practical choices

Even God gives us free will

to choose to worship Him

The willingness of heart to accept His gift

of eternal life through His Son

Jesus Christ

It's heaven or hell

What's your choice?

The Gift of Salvation

...3 Nails
+ 1 Cross
---------------------
..4 GIVEN

Praise the Lord!

I'm back!!

It's been awhile since I last updated this blog.
Anyway, I'm still in the holiday mood.
Will be back on Tuesday,
which I'm really looking forward to.
There are a few whom I will miss when I return...
but there are still many whom I love.

Just a quick update... I'm loved and I have loved too!!!

I wanna grow old with you

I wanna make you smile whenever your sad
Carry you around when your arthritis is back
Oh all I wanna do is grow old with you

I’ll get your medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
So it could be so nice growing old with you

I’ll miss you kiss you give you my coat when
You are cold
Need you feed you even let you hold the remote control

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you had too much to drink
Oh I could be the man who grows old with you

I wanna grow old with you……

Isn't it funny...

... that people judge you even when they barely know you?
... that people judge you when you speak your mind?
... that people categorise you by the friends you mix with?

Then again, every person has their own way of thoughts. We cannot control what they think or say or act. Remember - Do unto others what you want others do unto you!

Consider this...

What you say about others is the mirror reflecting yourself.

What you do to others is how others will act towards you.

In this life, nothing goes without consequences.

He said, She said...

"I can't join as I finish work at 6pm," she said.
"You're not studying?" he said.
"Nah, I'm working," she said, "Do I look like a student?"
"Yeah, you look young."
"Thank you."

Do it!

Write your own history...

Paint your own picture...

Sing your own melody...

Play your own character...

Only you - yourself can decide the product of your future!

Patience...

Have courage for the great sorrows of life and patience for the small ones; and when you have laboriously accomplished your daily task, go to sleep in peace. God is awake.
Victor Hugo (1802 - 1885)

Joy and sorrow are part and parcel of life itself. Embrace the joy and let the sorrow go…

My heart's secret...

I love you...

and I miss you like crazy...

Just want to be with you

ALWAYS...

Even if we don't talk,

the silence between us

lets me feel the passing moments...

So that I remember the time we had.

King Kong - it's all about love~

It was love that made Carl Denham (Jack Black) do what he did and never gave up, not even when his unprocessed films were exposed. He still managed to bring his dream to the audience in the theater.

It was love for self that Ann Darrow (Naomi Watts) accepted the cast to earn a living for survival.

It was love for a woman that Jack Driscoll (Adrien Brody) had the bravery to fight all course to save his love. He risked it all and continued to search with only hope that Ann would still be alive.

And it was love that King Kong wanted. His emptiness and loneliness was filled when Ann became part of his life. Because of love, he protected her from anything that threatened her life. And he stormed the city in search of his love despite all obstacles.

I watched this 3-hour movie and all I see is love. Love is so powerful that builds one or tears one apart. It brings you smiles and flames you to anger. Love keeps people hoping and believing...

So as the bible says in 1 Corinthians 13:13, "So these three things remain: faith, hope and love. But the best one of these is love."

First Christmas... in Studeo

2005...

my first Christmas

with my family in Studeo!

Gifts exchange

Love exchange

It's a merry celebration

and

May the good Lord

bless my new family here.

Blessed Merry Berry Christmas!

Christmas is...

In all of the Christmas celebration, carols, laughter and joy... we tend to forget we have this season because of the birth of Jesus Christ, the Son of God. We definitely block out the reason for the coming of Christ.

Each Christmas, we exchange gifts among ourselves. Let me share with you, another gift exchange I experienced in my life. It was so unbalanced that it is hard to believe. This exchange transpired when I first believed and accepted the fact that Jesus had died for my sins. I gave him my sins, and He gave me His goodness and forgiveness. I gave Him my disobedience, and He gave me eternal life with the Father. I gave Him my greedy selfish nature, and He gave me His life's bloodshed on the cross, in excruciating pain.

How totally unbalanced is that? I got everything wonderful and gave him my bag of sinful garbage. The Bible tells us in 2 Corinthians 5:21 that God took the sinless Christ and poured our sins into Him. Then, in exchange, he poured God's goodness into us.

Christmas is a message of peace on earth and love to all mankind.

Promise?

You said you love her...

but is your heart really for her?

You said you miss her...

but are you really thinking of her?

You said you want to grow old with her...

but do you really mean it?

What's a promise if it's not kept?
What's a promise when you don't mean it at all?
What's a promise if it's just a lie?
What's a promise when you can't deliver?

Do you...?

She isn't at all feeling well...

do you know?

Her whole body aches...

do you know?

She is so weak, she couldn't get up...

do you know?

She has fever that burns her head...

do you know?

She waits for you the entire day

to take her to the doc...

do you know?

She waits for your return for a comfort hug...

do you know?

She waits for your warm voice to tell her she'll be all right...

do you know?

A li'l thought...

Look upon your partner's need

Love demands the loving deed

Let your love be love that's true

Prove it by the deeds you do

Christmas

During the Christmas season,

remember that presents keep

relationships warm.

Christmas comes but

once a year;

it always reminds us

Christ's second coming is

VERY NEAR.

You - to me...

Some people want it all

But I don't want nothing at all

If it ain't you baby

If I ain't got you baby

Some people want diamond rings

Some just want everything

But everything means nothing

If I ain't got you

I love You, Lord

I'm yielding in Your love, Lord
that taught me to love...
Not only to love those around me
whom I care...
but also to love my enemies
and to bless them.
At these quiet times,
I reflect the peace and joy
and it lights the fire in my spirit
to sing Your psalms and
give You praise and worship You.
Lord, I thank You for the Cross.
Thank You, Lord Jesus for bearing the crucifixion...
for my sins, sicknesses, shame and unrighteousness
that now, I can lift up my head
and say,
Thank You Lord!

...

As long as I have breath
I’ll find a way to say that I love YOU
Everything may change
And the world may pass away
I’ll still love YOU

Turning Heads...

Yep! That’s the reason girls dress up and make up.
It’s the sheer pleasure that
when you walk pass the schools of men,
their eyes follow you.
And as you walk further,
their heads turn!
You are irresistible!
One of the few days she lunch out, so she went today…
She has turned heads!
Mission accomplished!

LOVE is all we need...

What does LOVE mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?"

The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined.

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and
paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all
the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love."
- Rebecca, age 8

When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.
You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
- Billy, age 4

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving
cologne and they go out and smell each other."
- Karl, age 5

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your
French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
- Chrissy, age 6

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
- Terri, age 4

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a
sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
- Danny, age 7

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of
kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy
and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss."
- Emily, age 8

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop
opening presents and listen."
- Bobby, age 7

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a
friend whom you hate."
- Nikka, age 6

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it
everyday."
- Noelle, age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still
friends even after they know each other so well."
- Tommy, age 6

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I
looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and
smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore."
- Cindy, age 8

"My mommy loves me more than anybody . You don't see anyone else
kissing me to sleep at night."
- Clare, age 6

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
- Elaine, age 5

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he
is handsomer than Robert Redford."
- Chris, age 7

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him
alone all day."
- Mary Ann, age 4

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old
clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
- Lauren, age 4

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little
stars come out of you."
- Karen, age 7

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think
it's gross.
- Mark, age 6

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if
you mean it, you should say it a lot.
People forget."
- Jessica, age 8

And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked
about a contest he was asked to judge.
The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child.
The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbour was
an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing
the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard,climbed onto his lap, and just sat here. When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry."

When there is nothing left but love, that is when you find out that
love is all you need.

10 things God will never ask...

1. God won't ask what kind of car you drove; He'll ask how many people you drove who didn't have transportation.

2. God won't ask the square footage of your house; He'll ask how many people you welcomed into your home.

3. God won't ask about the clothes you had in your closet; He'll ask how many you helped to clothe.

4. God won't ask what your highest salary was; He'll ask if you compromised your character to obtain it.

5. God won't ask what your job title was; He'll ask if you performed your job to the best of your ability.

6. God won't ask how many friends you had; He'll ask how many people to whom you were a friend.

7. God won't ask in what neighbourhood you lived; He'll ask how you treated your neighbours.

8. God won't ask about the colour of your skin; He'll ask about the content of your character.

9. God won't ask why it took you so long to seek Salvation; He'll lovingly take you to your mansion in heaven, and not to the gates of Hell.

10. God won't ask how many people you forwarded this to; He'll ask if you were ashamed to pass it on to your friends.

Happy moments, praise God. Difficult moments, seek God. Quiet moments, worship God. Painful moments, trust God. Every moment, thank God!

Corpse's Bride?

Wanted to hold you...

-why didn't you let me?

Wanted your touch...

-why didn't you feel me?

Wanted to taste your lips...

-why didn't you ask?

Wanted to hang on a little longer...

-why did you slip by?

Wanted to hear those words...

-why didn't you say it?

Wanted you to stay...

-why did you leave?

Want all of you...

-why it's just partial?

It's FRIDAY!!!

yea, Friday is HERE!

I just wonder why time flies by so fast...

Another week gone...

Can't wait for the next week.

But tomorrow will come...

and tomorrow will have more worries.

So, let's enjoy the day today...

Let me reflect my ways

this past weeks and

remember how God has complete

my victories and satisfaction.

A toss to Honey for the great achievement...

You deserve it!

My darling, I hope we can spend

more time together...

And I miss you too!

~ Carpe Diem ~

Girl's Instinct

Yeah! Tell me bout it!

I knew I wasn't feeling well yesterday.

I started reading and understanding

was boss' orders wrongly.

And I shivered while

typing on the keyboard

I thought maybe I was hungry.

So I made a cup of coffee.

But I didn't feel better.

I started to see stars.

Getting real tired by 5pm.

I just knew something was wrong

somewhere, somehow.

But didn't know what exactly

it was...

My question was answered

late last nite...

Hmmm....

You are 2 weeks early!

The Irony of Life...

How Can I Tell Her (Him)
- just heard this song... and it sparks me... life is ironic!

She (He) knows when I'm lonesome, she (he) cries when I'm sad
She (He) is up in the good times, she (he) is down in the bad
And whenever I'm discouraged, she (he) knows just what to do
But girl (boy), she (he) doesn't know about you
I can tell her (him) troubles, she (he) makes them all seem right
I can make up excuses, not to hold her (him) at night
We can talk of tomorrow, I'll tell her (him) things I want to do
But girl (boy), how can I tell her (him) about you?
How can I tell her (him) about you?
Girl (Boy), please tell me what to do
Everything seems right, whenever I'm with you
So girl (boy), won't you tell me, how to tell her (him) about you
How can I tell her (him) I don't miss her (him), whenever I'm away?
How can I say it's you I think of, every single night and day?
And when is it easy, telling someone we're through?
Ah girl (boy), help me tell her (him) about you
How can I tell her (him) about you?
Girl (Boy), please tell me what to do
Everything seems right, whenever I'm with you
So girl (boy), won't you tell me, how to tell her (him) about you

A Story of Possession...

You enter a boutique (where there’s only 1 piece of each item). As you walk pass the cashier, you see a piece at the counter and you like it so much you wanted to buy it. However, someone is already paying for that piece.
Isn’t it irony, sometimes, you just can’t have the things you want.


If you dare…
You see the buyer with that item you fell in love with. You approach the buyer; ask if she is willing to give it up for you.
Maybe you need to bargain or coax her a little while. Then, she agrees to let you have the item, seeing you like it so much. And you get your item and the buyer gets the money and search for another piece.


Alternatively...
The buyer pays for the piece and turn around, ready to leave. Suddenly, her eyes caught something attractive at a corner. She walks over to have a look at the item. A thought strikes her.
“Why didn’t I notice this piece earlier?”
She likes the item very much. She then checks the price.
“Oh, I don’t have enough to buy this piece.”
So, she just leave with the piece she has already paid for.


Or…
You see the buyer with that item you fell in love with. You approach the buyer; ask if she is willing to give it up for you.
And she says, ‘No.” Probably being possessive, although she likes the other piece better.
So, you look around hoping to find another item that suits you.


Another ending…
You see the buyer with that item you fell in love with. You approach the buyer; ask if she is willing to give it up for you.
As she has also fallen for another piece in the boutique, she says, “OK.” Then, both of you go home happily with your items.
You go home, try it on, wear it a few times then feel it doesn’t suit you anymore. Then, you leave it aside, probably throw it away on later days. And you are back on search for new clothes.


Yet another ending…
You see the buyer with that item you fell in love with. You approach the buyer; ask if she is willing to give it up for you.
As she has also fallen for another piece in the boutique, she says, “OK.” Then, both of you go home happily with your items.
You go home, try it on. And you can't stop showing off the item on your body. Years later, you realise you still have that item and still wearing it whenever you have the chance. You’ve found it!

Feel free to add your versions…

Have you heard of...?

By the way,

we have heard many stories of children

running away from homes or

having the intentions to run away from home.

But I was taken aback when

I heard a parent wanting to leave home!

I was surprised!

But I also realised that

every person on earth has a limit

to their level of patience and tolerance.

I just hope that a family will

always remain a family.

Pray for the best for this family...

The family can be harnessed with

the effort put in by every member.

Because only with the existence of each member

can there be a FAMILY.

I can't do much as an 'outsider of the insider',

but only to continue praying for the unity of that family.

Cherish the family you have because

there's the only family you'll have.

You will not find the same family if you lose it!

Confirmed!

Just glad for that.

Had a huge dinner last night.

Went to Matsuki for a sumptous meal.

Had a great time with Honey.

Haven't really spend much time together.

But last night, we had a great time...

The future is full of hope.

Thus far, it's just the beginning...

the best is yet to come.

Just have to work harder and

keep the passion flowing.

It's just a treat from the Lord.

The best is yet to come.

Thank you, O Father...

who Art in Heaven.

Amen!